A look into the future

I've got a dilemma on my hands.

Do I leave a place where I am not comfortable?
But I get to see my honey bunny 24/7?

Or do I go back home, where no one hates me. Where no one is jealous.
But, I sacrifice the wonderfulness of being 30 seconds away from best friend?

Is it worth it to be so far away, but where I have peace of mind?
Or is it worth the problem that it's going to be?

I'm not sure.
On one hand, we'll both be getting more sleep for sure.

Curfew is around 11 pm at my house. (if we are lucky).

But, I'll save money. Eat better.

Writing it down makes me realize that it's no contest.

I'm going home. 

It's only until early August. Honestly, I hardly even count August, since we are getting married the 4th. 
I don't think it even qualifies as a month that we have to wait.

I can't wait.
To be with my prince.
To have our own place.

To cook whenever we want.
To nap where we please.
To yell when we get the chance.
To have tickle fights when the time is right.

And to kiss whenever we want--without someone breathing down our necks.
Ah.


137 more days.